My Daughter, this one is for you....

27th OCTOBER 2016
1:20AM


My daughter, this one is for you....


Sabelle, my child, your name is spelling of love. A love of two people, one soul. A love that links two hearts. 
Never fail to look upon the skies and thank the Father above for this precious life. I shall always remain with you. I promise to give your my love until the end of times. You may find difficulties in life, but if your put God on your side, in your heart and in your mind, then my dear you have nothing to fear.

Money will buy you a house, a car, clothes and many more material happiness. But it can never give your a home, security, love, peace, happiness nor any kind of joy that is pleasing to the spirit. But your heart, your mind, your soul, it can find your love, peace and happiness. But only if you seek, my child. Seek you must, my dear, because without seeking, you cannot even find God. I may teach you about HIM. However, it is you and only you who can experience HIM. You are only a two year old toddler today, but tomorrow when you are all grown up, much bolder, much bigger and wiser, you shall learn to read between the lines of these pages. 

Be fearful my child. You are only answerable to God. Be pleasing in HIS eyes. Ask forgiveness from HIM and keep rebuilding yourself everyday of your life.

Mama writes to you when you are in deep sleep and she can barely catch a wink of that beauty sleep. May God guide and protect your from all evil. 

You are God's most precious child, to your Dada and Mama.

I love you....*heart* *heart* *kiss* *kiss*

Letters to my God

27th OCTOBER 2016      1:05am

LETTERS TO MY GOD

Thank you Lord for your blessings. Guide us, protect us, keep us wise.

I thank you for the bottom of my heart, for this time with Sabelle. It has shown me what your may want me to see. It as given me a new meaning to life.  It is a dream come true that I am living. Many a times I forget to be thankful for this blessing.

Many I know have told me that its a waste of time to be a stay at home mum. But what I have earned in these 2 years, I may have never earned in any other way. I choose to seek meaning in all that I do. I choose to seek meaning in all that I say. You alone Oh Lord have granted me such wisdom. May my life be worthy on this planet. I choose to live by finding essence in every moment, and not by routine.

Let your glory be given to others, through me, so that they may glorify your name from generation to generation. Amen.

Positive or Negative

Have you ever wondered, how much can someone tear you apart? How long can someone abuse you (verbally....in particular here)? How often do you get turned down? Well, all of us do have these thoughts swimming around sometime or the other in life. Surely everyone's lives have their own ups and downs, so to say. But the point i'm trying to make here is how well we take things in our own stride. When we are a kindergarten goer, we often sense a jealousy pang to see your love being shared on your much much younger sibling. A new arrival in the family. A share or rather the whole show is stolen by them and your so dejected. Even though your brain is such a tiny thing, still growing to learn more things, yet it endures such thoughts. Your heart thats learning to be loved and love is passing already through a painful period.

When we are young, our elders teach us by giving us a good telling or a nice spank up that B-O-T tom.....as my PT teacher in school would say. Whilst at a post teens age, you get to a stage in life where your so wanna be decisive and arrogant. The extent you'd go to is even having thoughts of being suicidal, if you dont have it your way!!!

Once at your career path, you'd want to get the lights out of your boss, such coz she's such a touch todd......

When your walking with your life partner down lives own moments, and they just give you a word out of normal conversation.

Im bringing home the point of how well do you handle such situations. Have you ever given it a thought? Do these moments move you in a negative way and leave you there, or does it motivate you to a more positive outlook.